"I Am The Chosen, Wretched And Divine. I Am The Unspoken, The One They Left Behind. Fearless, Fight Until We Die, I Am Broken, The Wretched And Divine." ~Black Veil Brides

These days just keep getting better, don't they?
 
All sarcasm intended.

For the contest "What Song Should Play When You Walk Into A Room"

It's funny how when everyone finds out about something you've been trying to hide for so long, they all begin to act like they care, and you're the one breaking down and crying. If you really cared, then you would have been standing by my side a hell of a lot longer.
 
It's been a horrible day, and I could go for a hug right now, or even someone to actually care. But no one's ever there, so what's the point in even trying anymore?

Just some different outfits for different events ^.^

Ok, I was scrolling through my feed thing and about 20 people made sets about Warped, so I decided to make one too. I'm so excited for it this year, I literally can't wait anymore.
 
And I know that you're not supposed to wear a lot of black to Warped, because of the heat, but whatever. Idgaf anymore. So if you're going to my date, and you see someone wearing a black shirt; it's probably me.
 
My computer is lagging and I'm about to put my head through a wall.
 
I wouldn't recommend putting makeup on because it'll most likely get smeared, but if you're like me and get panic attacks when you leave the house without any makeup on, just put a bit on to save the anxiety. I'd rather have a bit of smeared eyeliner then be hiding in my hair and thinking everyone is looking at me, and be having a mental breakdown on the one day I can be myself.
 
There is no hope for me.
 
Anyways, I'm so fudging excited!!

I'm planning out my future because I've decided that I'm going to run away and not tell anyone where I'm going, except for a few people. I'll dye my hair, change my name, and start a new life as someone else. Anything to escape these memories.

If you've recently followed me and I haven't made a set yet, BONJOUR.
 
I don't even know French.
 
OK then.
 
I really love this song, even if I haven't been in a relationship yet.
 
*Le cries because no one loves me*
 
I was in a good mood today, when some of my friends decided to yell at me one for something I didn't even do, and the second because I told them something they already knew.
 
Like f.ck you, calm your t.ts. And then when I keep quiet everyone is all up my ass and won't let me be angry in peace. You made me angry in the first place, LEAVE ME THE F!CK ALONE.
 
I know I'm ranting now, but I really need to say this: I'll be eating with some friends and they'll criticize the amount of food I'll eat.
 
Oh, sorry, I didn't know that eating a slice of pizza is wrong.
 
And then when I'll eat less, they'll all start yelling at me, telling me to stop being anorexic.
 
Which is so f.cking wrong on so many levels. I can deal with being yelled at, but when you call me anorexic, I'm sorry, but that's way over the line.
 
Whatever. I'm done. So f.cking done.
 
So long and goodnight.

So this isn't one of those "her vs me" type of things. It's actually how I thought my life would be as a teenager vs how it actually was.
 
I grew up thinking how my friends and I would have this amazing life, how would we would be popular and I would have this extremely hot boyfriend. How everything would be perfect.
 
God, I was so stupid back then.
 
I didn't think that things would change. I didn't think that I would go from this moderately happy girl, to this, shy, awkward girl that everyone but one person thinks is so happy, but in reality she's the exact opposite. I didn't think my friends would leave me. I didn't think that everyone would grow to hate me for some reason.
 
But things do change. People change. The world changes.
 
I didn't think I would go from having one of the most popular girl's as a best friend, to telling this one guy everything about me, because he's the only one I can actually trust, because he's proven that to me after I tried to push him out of my life.
 
It's f.cking eating me alive just writing that last paragraph.
 
I didn't think I would go from listening to pop music and what was on the charts, to music that's actually good, to music that actually has meaning, to music that has healing powers.
 
I didn't think I would go from being perfectly happy with my body, to hating every inch of it.
 
I didn't think that I would have to put on a fake smile in front of everyone, just to assure them that I was "fine".
 
And I also didn't think that I would hate myself for writing all of this, for making this set, because I'm such an attention whore.
 
But I guess that's what happens when you grow up.

I'm just going to do this all in one set:
1. Lost It All- Black Veil Brides
2. Baby- Justin Bieber
3. IDGAF- Blood On The Dance Floor
4. Vienna- The Fray
5. The Anthem- Good Charlotte
6. Gives You Hell- The All American Rejects
7. Home- Daughtry
8. How To Save A Life- The Fray
9. I Can't Dance For My Life- Me (someone please get this)
10. Runaways- The Killers
11. Fallen Angels- Black Veil Brides
12. Chloe- Emblem3
13. Oh dear god...They Don't Know About Us- One Direction (SUE ME OK)
14. See Above
15. Lost It All- Black Veil Brides (sorry for repeating)
16. I'm Not A Vampire- Falling In Reverse
17. Walk This Way- Aerosmith (I listen to different radio stations haha)
18. Devil's Choir- Black Veil Brides
19. Wretched And Divine- Black Veil Brides
20. Stay Away- Secondhand Serenade
21. In all honesty, I can't remember the last time I was truly happy. My definition of "happy" is a hell of a lot different than most people's.
22. That's like asking me what I do when I breathe, but: Hold On- Good Charlotte
23. The Mortician's Daughter- Black Veil Brides
24. How's It Gonna Be- Third Eye Blind
25. Youngbloods- The Amity Affliction *coughAnnabellecough*
26. Soak Up The Sun- Sheryl Crow
27. Stairway to Heaven- Led Zeppelin (You're sh.tting yourself if you can say you do not want to ever learn how to play that song)
28. Enter Sandman- Metallica (Don't even f.cking ask me about that)
29. Our House- Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young (My parents always played that song; I was not born in 1970 haha)
30. Viva La Vida- Coldplay

This is for a Batman contest, if you're looking at this on my profile.